Writer’s Desk: Don’t Be Afraid of the Fear

Rita Dove: An American Poet (Eduardo Montes-Bradley)

At some point it gets easier. Eventually you have written enough that the panic and indecision just disappears. At that point, the words flow like fine wine. Isn’t that how it works?

Not necessarily. Consider Rita Dove. A Pulitzer-winning poet and recipient of the National Humanities Medal, she was also the U.S. Poet Laureate from 1993 to 1995. As the poetry business goes, Dove is pretty close to its peak.

In this 2016 interview, she talks about the confidence that comes from her long career:

The process has become a lot easier because even in the depths of despair—which happens more often than people might imagine—I have the example of all the other poems I’ve written and I know I’ve been through this before, so things will probably turn out fine…

But alongside that self-assurance (I can do this. I’ve done it before) is that nagging problem every writer faces now and forever (But can I?):

I’m still terrified every time I approach a fresh page…

If you are lucky enough to be successful as a writer, don’t assume that everything will suddenly become clear. It probably won’t. But that uncertainty, the not knowing, that’s where creation lives.

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